| LAST POST!!! |
[Nov. 10th, 2005|12:57 am] |
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| |  Much Love... | ] |
Hey everyone...this is officially my last post. Thanks for listening and paying attention to me...Good Luck...
Joe |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 19th, 2005|12:01 am] |
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| |  worried | ] |
I've been having a lot on my mind lately. Between school, and girls who lead me on, I've gone back to thinking about my papa and stuff. and i lost a friend the other day. And I really cared about him...dammit...why I ask...why...have fun with life kids |
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| so............. |
[Oct. 8th, 2005|06:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  no emotion | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Mars Volta- The Widow | ] |
so yeah...college...not the best place in the world...I might leave, there's a few things NAGGING me that I don't feel like dealing with. If you don't belong, why force urself to be accepted? All I wanted was distance...fucking admissions office...they could've rejected me... |
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| NEW COHEED SONG!!! |
[Jul. 13th, 2005|07:45 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Spazing out | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Coheed and Cambria- Welcome Home | ] |
THERE IS A NEW COHEED SONG OUT NOW!!! IT'S CALLED "WELCOME HOME" AND IT'S AMAZING!!! |
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| The Show |
[Jul. 10th, 2005|08:35 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Soasin...I frigin Love you | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Acceptance- Pressure | ] |
FUCKING AMAZING!!!
Saosin was frigin unbelievable. There was a HUGE pit going and I was caught in the middle. I got headbutted in the nose and thought it was broken but it wasn't it's only bruised and I made a Myspace when I got home just so I could tell Saosin that they were so damn good and I didn't want them to stop playing so check that out people and we saw the lead guitarist Justin in Dunkin Dounuts and Alandria wanted to touch him and I wanted to ask for his napkin but we just gave him the nod instead you know...the nod like "hey man, i want to talk to you but I'm just not cool enough." Thats a run-on sentence. Newayz...I'l be at orientation till Tuesday so...
Peace out? |
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| Update |
[Jul. 7th, 2005|07:38 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Circa Survive- Act Appalled | ] |
Let's see...I left Live journal for a while cause i was sick of people and the drama that unfloded from comments left. But i realize now that all that stupid shit will be forgotten in few days, so why why fret over stupid shit other people do?
So let's update from December...
Broken up
Attempted Suicide
Schools over
Stacey's back
Learned to swim (kinda)
Saosin show tomorrow (Exactly 24 hours...hell yeah niggas)
White water rafting soon
School in 2 months
Thats about it...peace out cool cats... |
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| Hang your head low |
[Dec. 20th, 2004|08:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  I hate my life... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Die Music | ] |
Die Christmas.
Die me.
Die Christmas.
Die me.
Die Christmas.
Die me.
Die Christmas.
Die me.
Die Christmas.
Die me.
Ugh...my songs are starting to come true...a wee bit scary, eh?
I hate myself.
"You can have my dead body for Christmas. When you open your gifts, I'll be there, hidden in a box that you think is one more of your selfish needs. It's me dead...
Good News: Wrote a new song about Kenshin. Did u give a fuck? NO!
Peace |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|05:50 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Blood runs down my face... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | CO & CA- Delerium Trigger | ] |
I hate people who jump on the band wagon.
I hate Track...I really do...
I hate posers....though I am one myself.
I hate loving people I hate.
I hate being away from her when i need her the most.
I hate the school.
I hate...
...myself...
But I really hate running!
Ebay rules.
Peace |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 21st, 2004|08:27 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  My the force be with you | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Coheed and Cambria- Time Consumer | ] |
"I danced on the day I met you...
...but now I cry myself to sleep"
Just thought I'd share some of my famous song lines with you.
"Pick up the phone...I'm dialing the number to your heart. Wrong Number"
"Trudging through the snow to find a place you call home"
I care not to share more...please don't steal these to put in your own lame ass emo songs...just cheer up.
Peace |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 26th, 2004|10:09 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  I am the spawn of satan... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Elton John's Greatest Hits Album | ] |
that look i got sucked...
please don't hate me... I 'm just a poor little boy...who sucks..
home is where you make it...
where's my home?
music...such a great escape
nothing to say
that look sucked...those eyes, your whole look...everything about those 3 seconds just...oh man... i try to do good and make you happy...please don't hate me
Peace |
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| ugh... |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|11:11 pm] |
I wish all trebuchets would disappear.
Fuck school, projects, oral presentations...
I just want a world without school right now, with only soccer and Annette. If life was lived on a soccer field, that would be awesome. Yeah...I know I suck and the goals I make aren't the greatest, but whatever. I leave a part of me on the field every time I play.
Fuck school... |
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| Haloween Countdown...27 Days!!!! |
[Oct. 4th, 2004|07:44 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Take a guess | ] |
| [ | music |
| | We're all to Blame- Sum 41 (get the new album next week!!!) | ] |
do you know what pisses the hell out of me? When you write out the song itself, but then don't have the lyrics to go with it. It's so frustrating. Cause I play it over and over, and nothing. Nothing comes to me.
Give me something to write about!!! Please!!!
Do you know what's awesome? Fucking up some Spanish kids in their own game. I got some "OLAY!!!!" and "OH SHIT!!! HE JUST DID THAT TO YOU!?!" from the other kids. I still get no respect.
Stock Market game is awesome...I wanna get my real stocks back, i made some money off of them, and then my parents sold them...
"JACK!!! only 364 days until the next Halloween!!!"
"Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing about..." -TBS
Tell All Your Friends was better...
"You would Understand me better if you knew..."
Watching Walker Texas Ranger. That was the greatest show ever...
Peace |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 26th, 2004|06:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Must...sleep... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Star Wars Soundtrack | ] |
"this is so messed up..."
why?
a simple question, yet can have many answers. add something after, such as:
why me?
or
why this?
add even more and you can get something such as:
why am I like this?
or
why do i keep doing this?
or
why am i so inconsiderate?
i want to answer these questions on myself, but I find that every time I do, i come up with nothing...
why do i come up with nothing?
Peace |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|12:37 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | geeky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 2113- Coheed and Cambria | ] |
I'm sorry my dear...I won't ever do it again...
Peace |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|12:19 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | dorky | ] |
| [ | music |
| | NFG-Sunny | ] |
I'm feeling much better...I had a pretty good day.
Took Annette to Boston to stall for the party, and because I just love spending time with her. Got the "Oh my Gah!" shirt. Gift for the hermano, and perfume for Dora. Cheesecake Factory always great...gotta love the whipped cream.
Go to the Romero household. I knew she knew. But what are you gonna do...me and Dora...Chismosos...partners in crime...
I tried to raise money for the laptop...whatever...some people felt that they didn't need to help. I'm sorry if I forgot to invite anyone...It's just with school starting and all this stuff going on, I just forgot about some people like Nadia, Melissa. Sorry girls. Won't happen again.
I just got home from the palace...craziness. I've never seen so many manlike women and hoochies in the same room. It's so disturbing. I'm sorry but I just don't go for that.
Marco...mi dispiage...I know you care, I'm just a jerk.
I'm tired...Thanks guys for helping me out and being there for Annette...Happy Birthday my dear...I love you.
Peace |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 8th, 2004|11:29 pm] |
Happy Birthday Annette!!!
I love you!!! |
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| I'm always dissapointed in myself |
[Sep. 8th, 2004|11:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | disappointed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Fuck music...too dissapointed to care | ] |
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in short...I'm an ass hole.
I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up. I fucked up.
In short...I fucked up.
Don't want to talk about it.
Peace |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 1st, 2004|11:08 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Don't let the sun go down on me- Elton John | ] |
school...
Thats all I have to say about that
soccer...cool
Thats all I have to say about that
my death...can wait until I'm old and decrepid
Thats all I have to say about that
perella...sexy in the tie
Thats all I have to say about that
Peace |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|07:04 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Death scrawled on my cheeks | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Immigrant Song- Led Zepplin | ] |
if there were ever a time to die...i'd choose this very second.
I just want my parents to love me...
what did i do wrong?
why am i like this?
i didn't want my birthday to come.
I didn't want anything.
I wanted to sit in my room.
And do nothing.
I have so much anger right now.
I have so much sadness right now.
I have so much depression right now.
I have so much hatred for myself right now.
Suicide is selfish.
That's the wrong way out.
If there are any people out there that would like to kill me because of what I've done to them, besides my family members, please come forward and do it.
I hate my birthday.
With such a burning passion.
I hate it.
I dread it more than the first day of school.
I'm burning my licence tonight if anyone wants to help.
Putting the dishes away can be so lethal.
It's coming you guys.
I dunno what it is.
It's coming.
And I don't want it stopped.
And if this is a short story with a tragic ending,
don't visit my grave.
Every night since Tuesday, tears have soaked my pillow.
I guess another night won't hurt.
Hang in there Mr. Frye.
I'm praying for you.
I'm sorry to my friends who were at the party last night.
If I embarassed you with anything I did.
Or said.
I'm sorry to my family.
For "Ignoring" Them at the party last night and making them feel "unwanted and inferior."
I'm sorry to everyone.
Happy end of summer.
Good luck in school.
I hope you all go on to big and better things.
You all deserve it.
I don't deserve anything.
That's why i don't like to accept things from people or have people go out of their way for me.
Becuase everytime some one does something for me,
I get in trouble with my parents.
Always.
EVERY TIME.
I just want my family to love and accept me.
I guess I can't get what I want.
Ever.
I'm sorry that this is so long.
And that I'm wasting your time if you bothered to read this.
Don't worry though.
I'm holding everything in.
From now on.
I haven't eaten in 2 days.
My record is 4.
I'm going to break that record.
Watch me.
Don't interfere.
Just let it happen.
I don't want it stopped.
Peace |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 23rd, 2004|05:41 pm] |
never mind about the whole call me thing...
that's not my real number anyway... |
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